"I know all the wrongs and rights and I just want a little light to fall on me"

My first blog...I guess everyone who blogs starts here. What to write? What to share? Does what I am thinking really matter? I have come to the conclusion that I have no answers to these questions. My inspiration for writing this tonight is my dear friend, Laura. She has begun writing her own blog and it got me thinking that maybe that is just what I need, too.

So, what does that even mean? Just what I need? I mean, I have just about everything I need...an amazing husband, two boys that are the light of my life, a house, a car, and the only things I want are just that. I can't imagine life going better for me right now. Sure, we have struggles, everyone does, but by comparison I am a truly blessed person. And yet, my heart is heavy and I feel a sadness that isn't always at the forefront of my life, but certainly lingers.

So, to address this and figure out what is going on with me, I plan to try and write it out...a blog therapy of sorts. I mean, what can it hurt?